Seedtime and Harvest

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Proper 6 (year B) June 10, 2012
“scattering seeds” 

This article was published in The Christian Century, September 8, 2009

Seedtime and Harvest

I hold three mottled white-and-burgundy beans in the palm my hand. The beans are named Jacob’s Cattle for the “striped, speckled and spotted” goats that Jacob bred to thwart Laban’s devious whims in the book of Genesis. The jar of shiny seeds will provide hearty, delicious winter meals. The plumpest of them supply next year’s crop.

My husband and I live on an organic farm with Episcopal nuns. After five decades of teaching in the two schools they founded, The Community of the Holy Spirit embraced a prophetic call to respond to the environmental crisis.

The CHS sisters strive to live a life reflecting sustainable living, social justice, and spiritual fulfillment. Daily life involves organic farming, (maple sugaring, planting, tending, gathering and preserving food), singing the monastic offices (Lauds, Noonday Prayers, Vespers, Compline), fellowship, eucharistic living, service to others, environmental education, and individual artistic pursuits. Of the sisters’ many agricultural skills, the most interesting to me is the saving of seeds.

Millet, Tacuinum Sanitatis

As a lover of flowers, I’ve planted seeds plenty of times in my life. But I’d never noticed seeds other than as a means to an end. The way we live on the farm requires not only reflecting, discussing, and meditating on our daily work, but also awakening to implications of the human endeavor of growing food for survival. We know perfectly well that if our crops fail that we can go to the local A&P. But we’re trying to understand and empathize with what it is like to be dependant upon the land, conscious of land’s adversaries and advocates in places beyond suburban New York.

A pack of coyotes massacred two thirds of our chicken flock while we were singing Easter Vespers. It was not difficult to imagine how devastating the consequences might have been had we not been able to simply order another box of cute baby chicks. But we took time to reflect how a similar event might affect, say, a rural Ugandan family. When my seed-grown brassicas died in my experimental kitchen garden, I thoughtlessly drove to Agway for a six- pack of already sprouted cauliflower. But what if our all seeds had failed? Or if we, like many exploited farmers in developing countries, had purchased sterile seeds from global agribusinesses?

I love to think of an ancestor 10,000 years ago, contemplating three beans in her hand, enjoying the pleasant clacking as she shakes them, just as I am doing now. Maybe she’s juggling an infant on her hip and thinking of next season and the likelihood of both hips and arms likewise occupied. So, instead of eating these beans, she plants them, hoping to gather more in one place next harvest.

The Japanese natural farmer Mananobu Fukukoa says that the purpose of farming “is not the growing of crops, but the cultivation and perfection of human beings.” I’m aware of a moral shift, a sense of Earth farming me. Each seed presents me with a cosmic mystery: the seed falls to the ground to die, the sower sleeps and one day rises to see that death, transformation, and resurrection have taken place in the dark. As Jesus observed, we “know not how.”

The nuns witness, and I’m beginning to sense, consciousness in the plants: the desires, preferences and strategies for fruitfulness. “I think the corn is raising us,” says one sister. Welcome and unwelcome, seeds scatter miraculously. One plant blooms and sends forth seeds thirtyfold and sixtyfold and a hundredfold. Gathered in the cheeks of rodents or borne along breezes by downy silk, clasps, fishooks, sticky-foam, embedded in the mud beneath my sneaker, seeds stick to my hair and clothes as I ramble about the farm. Seeds nestle within tempting fruit eaten by the birds, digested and dropped along winged flight paths. Tomatillo scraps fed to the chickens last year now flourish uninvited in our yard. As tiny as mustard seeds or large as peach pits, seeds migrate with beguiling ingenuity.

I took the Jacob’s Cattle from one bottle among a score of stunning and unique shapes, colors, and textures of dried beans displayed upon the pantry shelf. We grow many types of beans for variety of taste and as a hedge against crop failure. A pest or blight will attack one variety yet not another. For example, monoculture farming contributed to the mid-19th century European potato famine, when one million people in Ireland died and another million were forced to emigrate.

The seeds in my hand represent my own awe in the face of Mystery. I know now that I live in paradise. But I also experience a sense of dread. It’s that old story about eating from the wrong tree. As I admire and learn about seeds, I’m aware of the inevitable drama of human greed and short-sightedness playing out like a summer blockbuster disaster movie. The human sin of self-centeredness wreaks violence against nature’s intrinsic interdependence. The planet’s foundational biodiversity is necessary for the survival of life. Farmers know what mystics know: nothing is independent of anything else.

Saint Francis, hoeing his garden, was asked what he would do if he knew the world would end tomorrow. “Continue hoeing my garden,” said the saint.
-Suzanne Guthrie

2 Responses to “Seedtime and Harvest”

  1. Beth Says:

    Thank you for an exquisite meditation.

  2. Bron Says:

    Thank you! For such humble simplicity. I have been able to ‘rest’ deeply in your words.

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